” Kelly raised an eyebrow. “How do you mean, share?” I cleared my throat. “What I meant was that if one of us feels the impulse, or rather, ...ecomes horny, she just says so, and if one of the others is up for it, go ahead.” Emma nodded. “I agree, and right now I do feel a bit horny.” I laughed. “You always are.” Kelly got up and rummaged through her bag. When she turned around she was holding her new vibrator. “What do you think?” she said. “Wow, it’s big,” said Emma and reached for it. . I was smiling from ear to ear. How ironic that we barely said a word to one another for fear of getting into trouble. He did, however, touch my hand every chance he got. He would squeeze it lightly anytime the teacher wasn't looking, and my heart raced more each time. I was so turned on that by the time the bell rang that I just blurted out, "Are you coming over today?" without thinking."I'd love to!" he answered with a broad smile. "Meet you at the bus lane?" See you then!"He and I stood. I'm an 12 year old, under five foot tall kid with an inch for every year ... and I knew how to use it!If I'm really here and it's 1953, there are some things that are going to happen this year that I know about. I need a job, I'm going to need some money.The bowling alley paid 10 cents a line for pin setters ... good setters got tips.A paper route paid about 2 to 10 dollars a day depending on how many papers were delivered, plus the usual Christmas and birthday bonus.Snow shoveling ... lawn. Deep down you will love what ishappening to you. In your waking life, every new acceptance of yourfemininity will make you feel sooooo good and it won't be long until thedreamworld and the real world are the same. You just need to listen toRachel and Karen....and let it happen. I will count to three.One...two....three..."The black haze faded and Travis came to sitting at the kitchen table. Hedidn't remember what he had been doing. "Am I hungover?" he thought. "Ididn't go out last.