She held up a cute mini skirt and showed it to Kim."I think I will wear this tomorrow," she said, holding the skirt up to her waist, "with this top." ...he unfolded a short-sleeved button down shirt that matched the skirt."What are you going to wear?" I haven't decided yet. Maybe later I can show you a couple of outfits and you can help me pick one out."Kim stood up and told Megan to follow her downstairs. She wanted to introduce her to her parents and show her the new additions to the pool.The. I could take whatever he threw at me. Of course I could. I was a big girl with a voracious sexual appetite, wasn’t I? How many times had I begged guys to fuck me hard and, invariably, been left disappointed? I decided that tonight was going to be my night. If Jonah wanted to fuck me vigorously, be rough with me, then he could. Walking into his house, I comforted myself with the knowledge that I had known Jonah for a few years. I wasn’t entering a stranger's house and laying myself wide open for. "So, what happened? Did you love him?" asked Jeff."I believe we were in lust, but not in love. After getting pregnant I told him I was going to have the baby and our relationship went downhill from there."I continued on, explaining our relationship and how Matt said he would take care of the baby, but he really did nothing. When I told him how Matt had set me up and that Tony and Brad were in on it, he got really aggravated. I told him that they spiked my wine cooler and later had their way. They came home, and he had hospice begin treating him at his home. He passed away the second week of August.As I promised him, I was one of his pallbearers, and spoke at his memorial service. I don’t remember what I said, I had written words down, but never bothered taking them out of my coat pocket, and simply spoke from the heart. Nobody seemed to notice, and everybody had a good cry. In the audience, I saw my father sitting, but I had been closer to John than I had been to my dad. We didn’t.