.. “Warm...”“Helen are you still with me?”“ ... fuzzy.”Sydney signaled to Boris for him to open the chest.“That means the medicine is wo...king. Can you lift your left leg for me, please? Thanks ... Point your toes, better ... Now push, a little more. Good girl.” zip. “Now the other leg ... Point your toes, good girl. Push, a bit more. Good girl.” zip.“Sit back on your ankles and hand me your left hand. Good girl. Keep your fingers pointed. Like that. Thumb too. Good girl. Now your other hand.... Congratulations.”Mom was right behind her, but with tears in her eyes to belie her smile. “I’m so proud of you, Joel. If your father was here... , “ she tried before having to stop.“I know, Mom. I’ve felt his presence all along. I knew what was expected of me and I knew I had to live up to his reputation. That’s what made it all possible. He may not have been here in person, but he was with me along in spirit.”I got a tearful smile and a big hug from Mom in agreement.Like most companies, the. Pam held me as I cried and soothed me until I got over it.Then I noticed the answering machine blinking. I hit the button as I wiped the tears from my face. It was Dawn, "John, Dear John, I don't know how to start. I am so sorry. I would never intentionally hurt you or anyone in the family. To me it was all a fun game and I thought you felt the same way. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. Dougie is devastated too, he is such a sweet man and does what I want him to do because he adores. "And now I'm your little whore. I'm Daddy's little whore, right Daddy?" That's right, Amber Sweetie," Peter said, moving more quickly again. "You're Daddy's sweet, nasty little whore."I was standing behind Dylan now, the back of her beautiful naked body pressed against mine. I had an arm draped around her chest and was holding her close as we watched Peter and Amber discover one another. I noticed Dylan's mini-camcorder and I reached over and picked it up. I held it over Dylan's shoulder,.