After a while, he was able to swim using the "proper form" with no more effort than before.The swimming was just as hard, and just as boring, but he d...d seem to swim a bit faster. He covered more laps in the same twenty minutes. On average, Alex ended up swimming instead of running about one day in three while in 9th grade. By the end of the school year, he was able to swim for almost an hour at a rapid pace, but he never learned to like it. Alex was afraid that he would lose the carefree. "Do what?" Make a pass at her?" he said, as he eyed our waitress who was busy atanother table.It was at that very moment that I realized I wasn't quite as 'male' as Icurrently looked. Nor was I as liberated as a woman as I thought I was. Ilooked down at the thick fingers that wrapped themselves around my bottleof beer. I was a man. And as a former 'liberated' woman you'd think itwould be easy for me to ask a woman out. Granted not many men had askedme out on dates; but still! I suddenly had. When they would each have the time, they would chat, there were erotic chats as well as common every day-to-day goings on. They spoke on the phone every other day. Amber started to feel as if she were falling in love. Three weeks later, as Amber was checking her emails, like usual she had an email from Jim. He had just been assigned to a job for three weeks in California that would have him less than forty miles from her. She was in shock. They had discussed meeting, but deep down she never. Is that nothing stopped me from healing anyone back at home. Just so youknow most of my kind are warriors, then later on some of us far olderones...Like me found we could heal, as well as kill with our innerenergy. But now that I am here? New laws of this world stop me fromdoing so. The law here is 'balance' I give....so must I take. I hateit!....but that is the way for me now." Well then 'take' and cure her?" I can, but that 'take' is so incredibly high. That after I do it...whylive? As to.