It’s especially upsetting when your body quits listening to you. Don’t get me wrong, at the moment, It’s more like I’m about 1 beer shy of a s...ootful. Tipsy, but not sloppy drunk. Typing is becoming a bitch as well. I’ve had to start using a cane for my own safety as I never know when this shit will start or stop.My family told me that my spoken vocabulary has drifted to that of a child’s. I hadn’t noticed and had to ask what they meant. They said I use a lot fewer multi-syllable words. Once, I. Austin, how are you? Come in Dad is not here, in fact they are both gone!’ The old guy, old as in 45 maybe 47, no more, gave me that look that all men do, he liked what he saw, I remember him looking at me when we had the pool parties in some ones house. ‘Marca dear you look as pretty as always, I was just returning this wrench set I borrowed from your father. Hey you still at the mall on weekend, modeling?’ ‘Not this month, will do some over the holidays, they want me to do sweaters. “I’m gunna tear this place apart until I find him”She put her hand on his arm, in a faint, almost whisper she said “it wasn’t rape”“What?”“it wasn’t rape, I seduced him, I enjoyed it” she stated faintly“Who?”“Mike”After a minutes silence Mark said “It couldn’t be, Mike came back not long after you both took Rayner to bed?”“We had sex against the balcony railing in our room not long after we put her in her bed” “But that was ages ago and this mess looks like a hell of a lot and pretty damn fresh. Mei pulled her up to kiss her and spoke softly in her ear, "Sister, we mustn't forget the others. They need our attention, too. Janet looked around for the first time on a long time. She saw Tom had mounted Wei and Su was lying there looking to the world like a well fucked woman. Janet giggled at the thought that she actually knew what a well fucked woman looked like. She nodded her head to Mei and crawled off to Su. She decided to play bandit and see how it felt from the other side.She heard.