It helps me to get energized, it makes me feel less lonely, sometimes it inspires me or sets me off into a daydream. I’ll admit it, sometimes it’s...just a technique to procrastinate. I also have a radio that plays CD’s, tapes and records. Yes, records! I have a bunch of them from my childhood and I love to listen to them while I paint. Especially Leslie Gore, and my best of the sixties and seventies collection. I like that I can shut the door, play my music and enter into a new world. Then I can. “Watch me baby, watch me, you are a huge turn on,” he groans as he hits the back of Kelly’s throat.“Would you like to watch my man blow your man while we watch Sarah? You know he wants to, your man would be the biggest he has had, as far as I know anyway. He is almost as big as my man but thicker,” Erika asks as the five of us unwind seated in their huge combined sauna and shower. Dane is seated on my right with Kelly on my left while Roger is seated opposite next to Erika.“Yes I would, very. ’ It was Lee. ‘Fuck.’ I managed jumping away from Mac. Mac was grinning like a possum. ‘It’s not what it looks like.’ ‘Really? Because it seems pretty obvious to me.’ ‘What she means is that she hates my guts but can’t seem to stop fucking me because I’m so great in bed.’ Mac always did have a way with words. ‘Mac!’ I hit him. ‘That’s not it at all Lee.’ ‘Well, well, well. No wonder you’ve been able to stay single so long. You’ve been screwing Mac.’ ‘Lee. Please don’t tell Lora.’ ‘That. " Ten percent." Five." Seven and a half." Done."It took him all of half an hour to go round and add up the total cost, closely followed by Jill doing exactly the same thing."That comes to four thousand eight hundred and eighty-two pounds madam."Mum and I gulped noisily as his pencil worked overtime."Less the discount of seven and a half percent, which is - - -." Six hundred and ten pounds, twenty-five pence," said Jill and he actually smiled."Quite madam." Which leaves a balance of four.