I neverwanted to be a girl. I had never dressed up in secret or anything likethat, but after a few months of being a girl full time, every day, inever... situation, I had come to be very comfortable in the role of a girl.Yet, while I knew that I was still a boy, I could no longer see myself asone! I even doubted that I could act like one by the time we flew toHawaii! I lay in bed that night trying to find a way, any way, that Icould quit being a girl, but the plain fact was that I liked being. There was a log next to the trail. I sat, pulling Tami onto my lap. "I have all night. And we're not going anywhere until you tell me what's wrong. The trick with your dad?"Tami smiled, then tried to glare and broke into giggles. "No. That was mean, and I'm never forgiving you, but that's not it." Never's a long time," I pointed out and kissed her neck.Tami giggled again. "It's just..."I kissed her ear and nibbled on her earlobe as I waited."I mean, everything's going wrong."I froze, Tami's. It could have been the anger she still felt at having been passed over for that promotion. Or the frustration at having spent a lifetime playing it safe. Or perhaps it was just the simple thought that the one time in her life that she had done something crazy and spontaneous, she had done it so drunk that she couldn't remember it.Whatever the reason, Estelle would always clearly remember leaning over and taking the young man's cock into her mouth."Oommm" the older woman gagged as she tried to. Then we kissed, a soft sensuous kiss that seemed to last a lifetime."Maggie, I... ," I started to apologise.Maggie just shook her head and kissed me again."You'd better go, Billy," she said. "But thank you for making me feel good about myself again."I left wondering if perhaps I shouldn't have tried to take things further, but not wanting to force Maggie into a decision that she might regret later either.As it was, work got busy and the way my shifts work on a four on four off basis left me.