The role I most like to take up however was that of a girl named Maria. Maria and I were to very different people. I was a shy, overweight man and s...e was a vibrant, fit, beautiful girl in her late teens who was outgoing and loved companionship. I loved to tease men in the chat rooms and I often was the centre of attention. None of them knew who I really was. I even got ICQ and chatted privatly with several of them but I never had cyber despite how much they all wanted to. Well I never did. Mary-Ann stared at me. I felt like a mouse under the gaze of a liplicking cat.'I've been thinking a lot of late.'She inclined her head encouragingly."About being who I should be, living as myself; not living a lie." Ilooked at my knees, traced the seam of my trouser pockets as I finallysaid, "I'm a woman and I won't deny myself any more."There was quiet for a moment during which a pan fell with a harshclatter somewhere on the ward. Perfect timing. Mary-Ann's expressiondidn't change; she looked. Every few minutes I'd catch Ethan looking over, a huge proud grin on his face.*First I'll train, then I'll hunt down anybody who tries to create Life Binders*...*I'm sure that will lead me to some nasty corporations but it's a good job I've got 20 years to prepare*.I thought to myself, assuming that to save humanity this was what was expected of me. *I have no idea what I’m looking for to save humanity, I have no connections, I’m back to being a regular 20 year old* I thought to myself, though. "Keep concentrating," I commanded. "But also, let yourself feel how your lips are teasing me. They are squeezing in to push me away as my cock nearly slips out. They reluctantly spread as I push in. They flutter and try to hold me when I am pressed all the way in." Her hands grabbed fistfuls of the sheets as she lifted her hips to meet my slow rhythm. "How are you doing that," she whispered. I smiled and continued the slow pace. "We're not done," I teased. "Keep concentrating. Keep feeling..