When they broke the hug off I spoke."Jess I'm going to go, my parents are waiting for me at the diner, so we'll catch up later yeah?" I muttered. She ...urned to look at me and I could see tears starting to break the surface."Yeah definitely James, I'll talk to you later," she managed to say. The look on her face was indecipherable, even to me and I turned and walked away, determined not to look back. I managed it for a minute but couldn't help a quick glance back before I rounded the corner. But. He said that she was ugly, and fat and he did not find her attractive anymore. Hence the reason why the blokes comment hit home so hard. I can assure you that Anne is very pretty and has curves when a man likes to find curves. We made small talk for a couple of mins and then she put her hand on my hand.“please will you take me to your room” she asked.I was quite surprised for a split second“sorry” she said, “I’m sorry, I should not have said that I will go now” I could see a tear in her eye.I. I know you would have taken care of her. You are doing it so well for me.I don't know how you could avoid feeling contempt. I should be ashamed of considering leaving a world as beautiful as this one. But I despise myself when I consider that I cannot manage to live one single day without feeling I'm a total and utter disgrace and causing problems for the other people around me.I know you get furious with me. It seems like I want you to show a strong emotion, because I do it to you so often,. ?What the fuck areyou doing here!? Rick yelled at me. I was lying on myback with my hands over my face, and Rick walked over until he was standingpractically on top of me, one foot on either side of my waist. Pop mumbledsomething from the side and I saw Rick grab the bottle out of his hands. Holding the bottle by the neck and smiling dangerously, Ricktook it in one hand and swung it against the wall. I screamed mostly in shockas a shower of glass and whiskey fell to the ground inches from my.