Gold 7:30 a.m.Jack looks at me sadly. This beautiful god in his summer navy blue uniform stooped over with the weight of the world. "It's bad news, re...l bad." Oh no, Jack! Shot! How'd it happen? Is she alive?" I stand there, my happy state of mind reeling with the news. I'm devastated. The tears begin to form in the corners of my eyes. I gaze at Jack.He looks at me and begins to break down, too. All that stiff police composure crumbling. "Renee. I just don't know what to do." I reach out and. I caught up with her just before she reached the exit and she stopped and listened patiently as I railed about my lot. I finished by telling her I was going to have nothing to do with my supposed buddy and she seemed to be of the same mind."Actually I was quite pleased when you were paired with Susan. She is a lovely girl trying to deal with serious problems of her own," She told me, "And from what I have gathered from the comments of my colleagues about your first morning, it is you who has. ” She said and Sam helped her up and escorted her to the bedroom. I went back to work and it took a long time for Sam to return and get back at the work. I thought nothing of it as Ella had a way of cornering a person and she considered it an insult if you walked away while she was chatting.Later that day we finished up the living room and picked up our tarps for the weekend. We promised to return on Monday, “well for fucks sake,” she said, “I will be lonely all weekend, you sure you don’t want. " And she saw you were involved also?" I wasn't really involved, just there. But yeah, she saw me." Considering how things went in the past, that isn't good. Do you want me to see if I can talk to her and get a feeling for what is going to happen?"I thought for a moment before answering, "No. I'll do it." I don't know if that is a good idea Caspian." Yeah, me either. But she did haul him off and didn't try and blame anything on me, so that's a step in the right direction I guess. No, this is.