“You really want to do it again?”“What, no!”“You said you did, I started doing stuff like our first time alone and I don’t think it will h...rt anymore.”“No!” Shit, I could not think of a thing to say that would not result in her tears. Was I suppose to say, I don’t like you that way, it really wasn’t all that great the first time, you’re too young? Camryn would really hate me if I failed to make this right. I could see the betrayal I sowed in her face. “What do you want?” I asked. I think. Any advice? I thought not. You're never around when I need you."Tell Mom hi for me, Dad," I said after listening to his thoughts "Tell her I'd love her if she were alive. I'd have to. You love her, so I'd love her. I know I would. I wouldn't have a choice."Sentimental tears smarted his eyes, so I left a lipstick mark on his cheek and went to my room to primp for my date. I inadvertently forgot to close my door so I heard his next thoughts, thoughts he would have never allowed to freely form in. A cart was pushed over in front of me that had all sorts of stainless steel devices on it. Another cart was moved beside it that had strips of leather, what looked like jumper cables and a stun gun."Last chance Mr. Smith," the same creepy voice said out from behind me. "You have five minutes to answer the questions before I give you some encouragement."Fuck him. Let him take his best shot. My shield might let him have some success in trying to cut me, but I am pretty sure I can counter it. I tried to rationalize the whole thing by diminishing what had happened. It was so stupid when I thought about what had actually happened, and I couldn’t believe that it was causing me so much distress. I wondered if my s****r was even thinking any of this. Maybe to her it was no big deal, and I was agonizing over this all alone. I needed to know. Just as I was getting up enough courage to seek her out, there was a knock at my door. I opened it up to find my s****r there, looking down at the.