She felt the same way she does after Brian has his way with her.But he’s my husband she thought.But he doesn’t always ask does he? And sometimes y...u tell him no at first then give in. And you enjoy it. You like being used. Her brain told her.She had enjoyed it, and she began to feel guilty about that. She felt like a terrible wife.Then her brain said, It’s not your fault, he forced you? Besides, if Brian hadn’t left you alone it wouldn’t have happened.“I’m so confused” She said out loud, and. When she went to get some pie for dessert, her mother joined her. Her mother leaned over and said, Cindy, I hope you do not mind me going over to Martha’s after dinner? She wants me to help her work on the quilt she is making for her daughter. Oh, don’t worry about how to get home dear, I have already asked the preacher if he would take you.” Cindy, almost dropped her plate and was about to yell, Mother, how could you! Then stopped, she knew that this was one argument she would never win. . “Well, that’s good. So I remember you told me last year you’d never been high. Is that still true?”“Yeah,” she said, “I still haven’t, but tonight would be a good night for that, if you have any.”“Jordan, I am at a party. Do you really think I don’t have weed with me?”“Haha.”“I actually have some awesome dro right now, it’s called Crystal Rain. Me and Aaron grew it and we just recently harvested. We’ve already made 10,000 on it. It’s high quality shit; all I smoke.“Cool. Where is it?”“In my. ” She winced.“What do you think you’re doing, behaving like that?” Isaid.“I’m working, honey. He pay me good. Please don’t getangry. Promise.” She pleaded, eyes wide.“What do you mean you’re “working”. I thought you hadgiven that up and that we were going out together.” Iresponded.“They call me this afternoon. Nerissa is sick. They needanother girl to cover her shift. I tell them I can doit. Need more pocket.