That inconsequential little reflex bound me to her for the rest of my life. My heart swelled, I got tears in my eyes, and I lost my voice. Beth beamed...at my reaction to our daughter.Two days later I brought Beth and Alyssa home. Alyssa was a very good baby, her feedings and diaper changes were routine with no unpleasant surprises or drama. She even slept most of the night so that nether Beth or I walked around like zombies due to lack of sleep.It was a good thing that Alyssa was such a good. Hes told me before that he loves me as a friend, which means he wouldnt give me the time of day to fool around. Im outside, I text him, sitting on his porch. I wait outside, running my fingers through my choppy black hair. I look at my scuffed black Converse high-tops, and wonder about life. The door opens, and I turn around. I just…I dont think Im safe alone, I whisper to him, sniffling. He nods, and opens the door wider to let me in. Its okay, Sissy, I dont mind, Adam replies, and I follow. She made a decision because she turned to Bob and said, "I know you know that I broke up with Randy. The reason that I did is what is bothering me. He practically raped me one night when I didn't want to have sex with him. I'm not ashamed to say that we had been having sex for a while. I wasn't a virgin but he got drunk one night and when I said no, he forced himself on me. If that's how he was going to treat me, I told him to hit the road. Now that he is gone I get lonely at times. That's also. They want what I can do for themselves, for what reason I cannot fathom. Over the last couple of years, I've lived as a dog, a horse, even a dolphin at one point, as well as assorted people. Crazy, huh?***The urge to throttle Dao-Ming, while powerful, was gone almost before I recognized it. All I felt were her delicate hands kneading desperately at my breasts. I could feel her grinding herself into my ass cheeks. Her lips left a trail of fire along my spine as she kissed along my neck and.