"Got it. Of course, ifyour brain did have big gaping holes, you wouldn't know it."I narrowed my eyes. "Katie, there are no holes in my head." Given th... company you keep, that remains to be seen." Then she held upher hands defensively. "Sorry. Sorry. Please, continue."I leaned back in my chair and crossed my legs at the knee. I didn'teven realized I'd done it until I had. Kind of scary, actually. For amoment, I wondered if the subconscious actions would fade over time. Orwould they simply. Ah said thet mah Ma come from a big family and she were one of the last ones born so when she commenced to bangin there wuz a bunch of brothers ankshus to stick ther dicks in her. Some of the older girls had moved out but the boys hung round till they wuz kicked out. Some boy cuzzins lived nearby too. She were made to feel obligated to help out and did a lot more screwin than she really wanted tew.Mah buddies’ Ma had a similar story. Them moms decided rules wuz goin to be differnt this time.. She’s the ultimate example of a fight I can’t win. The oathbinding stops me from running away, deceiving her, or betraying her. Now it gives me what I needed most. Hope. When I swore the oathbinding, it granted understanding of how Ciarra interpreted my oath. I had hope because I felt the complete contempt she had for anyone who misleads someone in an honor bound agreement. That belief had infused her interpretation of my oath.Ciarra wouldn’t deceive me about anything that touched my. And don't get angry, I enjoyed it." You like people abusing you?" I asked, shocked."That is what I have to give them darling. They have wives for sex.And the only reason they would come to me is to live out theirfantasies. But to answer your questions, yes, I enjoy people abusingme and treating me like dirt."I sat her on the bed, spread her legs and looked up at her."You still have their cum", I told her.She nodded."Let me clean you up", I said and spread her legs wider apart.First I lapped up.