"OK," I say to Gracie. "Confession time. The whipping contest was rigged. Henrietta wants to see how her daughter will react when forced into a submis...ive role to women that she knows. I was about to beg for mercy. I kissed Henrietta to tell her that I was about to give in. Henrietta could have taken a lot more whipping. But, she wanted Diane to be a loser, so she begged for mercy first. We really lost the contest. But, Henrietta threw it just to see how her daughter would react." OH, fuck,". Instead I find out from speaking with your mother that until you met meyou spent a lot of time around the family home dressed as Natasha. Nowwe need to do something about your irrational behaviour. Come with me."Isabel led me by the hand to our bedroom and I thought we were going tomake love. Then I saw, from the clothes laid out on the bed, thatIsabel intended me to become Natasha again."I caught your son Clark sending an abusive text to one of the lesssporty kids in his class called Sam. . I'm so sorry..." You can explain! There is no possible explanation. Three months? Three bloody months of lying and cheating?"She started to cry and she curled up onto her lap. All I could hear were sobs. Sobs and the occasional "I'm sorry" Three months?" my voice was raising"I'm sorry... you've got to forgive me..." she sobbed."THREE MONTHS?" I shouted, slamming my hand onto the table and jangling the crockery. I leant right across so that my face was almost her side of the table. "Answer me.. The highest and the lowest, are the worst, and the rest are middling, and with them the high are better than the low.There are also nine kinds of union according to the force of passion or carnal desire, as follows:MEN WOMEN ---------- MEN WOMENSmall Small ---------- Small MiddlingMiddling Middling ---------- Small IntenseIntense Intense ---------- .