We got home mum said dad had gone to bed so keep the noise down,I had a bath then went to bed trying to read a book but was thinking about everything ...hat had happened that dayI heard Kate go to bed followed by mum a few minutes as she when up the next flight of stairs,About 20 minutes later I heard my door open , it was Kate,What are you doing I asked Shhh she said move over,She was wearing a nightdress,she slipped under my sheets, what are you doing I whisperedI want to talk she said, I was. I started to go out again, visited the gym and so on, yet the sparkle had gone from life, before my husband's untimely death I had been described as 'vivacious' and 'sexy', usually by my husband, but I'd heard other men say it too. For a forty year old I had managed to retain most of my youthful figure, all right I was a little softer and my tits drooped ever so slightly, but I could still give younger girls a run for their money if I was so inclined, the problem was that I was no longer. He slowly lowered my head down to his cock and I sucked it so hard. I wanted to do him proud so that he'd treat me to his cock and I could finally lose my virginity. I was licking his cock up and down from top to bottom and then sucking it into my mouth. Suddenly something took over him, he grabbed my head and pushed my head further down his cock so more and more of him was inside my little mouth. His cock was entering my throat and he was fucking my mouth. It was my turn to make him quiet as I. Then I'll show you how to sit in themost refined sissy manner." I was told.Thankfully I only had to walk a few more times around the roomcurtsying, only this time saying "I am the prettiest of sissies" or"I've always been a pretty sissy." each time I got to the mirror."One thing my dear, nanny doesn't have to teach you how to speak in anice soft feminine voice, you have a natural sissy voice already haven'tyou?" she said with a big smile, as to say 'you know that don't you'.With that she placed.