Then she walked over and grabbed one of the three booksI left on the coffee table and watched her leave the room. I lookedback at the television scree... and... Ackk No! I missed something! Thatbitch Wendi distracted me... grrr... Then it went to a commercial.After a few minutes, it came back on. I think I was starting to figureout what I missed then. 'ring ring... ring ring'. Not again. And onceagain I found myself unable to tear myself away from watching Wendistruggle to pick up the second of. "Come on, lets get you home," I said. * I was in my kitchen just finishing making two hot cups of coffee. As I walked towards the living room door, I stopped in my tracks as I heard soft sobbing coming from inside. I quietly pushed open the door and looked at her. She was curled up in a ball on my sofa, with her head buried in her hands. I let out a huge sigh, and she quickly popped up her head. I walked over to the sofa and sat down beside her. She quickly wiped away her tears and smiled at. I couldn’t focus on my work. At lunchtime I wandered aimlessly around town on my own. I had never felt so pissed off or morose in my entire life. In the course of just a couple of days I had been given the opportunity to spend the evening with Violet as her date at the Christmas party, and then had the rug pulled from under my feet.That night, I couldn’t sleep. I wasn’t even in the mood to masturbate. Eventually I texted Martin, asked if he was awake. He phoned me straight away.‘Thanks for. Curious I went back tothe mirror to have a look.The moment I looked at myself I understood what Susan meant about femalebody shape and a shiver went down my back.PART 6I had seen my mother and sister in their panties many times, my mom wouldwalk around the house in her lingerie all the time, it was normal for us,natural in a house full of women. I knew then how a female body shouldlook, I specially knew how a female body from my family looked.Now, in front of me, in that mirror, was the image.