I was beginning to think my Mom suspected I was bonking my sister from the way Sis kept running her fingers through my hair when she thought nobody el...e was looking our way. Sometimes when we were all in the family room and we were eating popcorn with the comforter pulled up to our chest, she would grab hold of my business and squeeze me and tug me until I had no other choice than to soak her fingers with my joy juice. We were real careful not to give any outward indication of our mutual. "Oh-god-oh-god-oh-god-oh-god!" Jake pleaded, crying and shaking her hysterically. "Please don't die! For God's Sake! Don't die!"He blubbered the words over and over again as his mind raged against the impossibility of finding anything that would keep her alive even one more minute. Even knowing his hysterical babbling wasn't helping, he was unable to prevent his sobbing cries from coming out of his mouth.Unable to control the pain or her violent shaking, Béla concentrated on trying to breathe,. He reached out tentatively, took hold of Caroline’s upper arms and steadied the sway. The bare skin was already cooling.Tears blinding him he struggled forward, grasping her by the thighs and desperately trying to lift her to allow her air--so safe the beautiful woman he loved. It was to no avail. Then frantically he put a hand over the dead girl’s heart. There was no longer the rhythmic beating that Lewis had felt so many times as the lovers drifted off to sleep in each other’s arms. That was. "Please, Sadie, don't," I mumbled under palm, "I won't scream,I promise."She eased her hand away from my mouth and I breathed a sigh ofrelief. "You won't scream?" she asked. I nodded. "Of course youwon't but I bet you wish this was Harry's meat going into yourmouth." No, Sadie, honestly, I'm not what you think." No? What are you then?" and a smirk played on her face."I'm a... a... a..."Oh God, I was going to have to tell her that I was atransvestite, not another woman with eyes on Harry. She.