He was called Stuart and was 11 years older than her. While she was a professional having been a teacher he was a bit of a roughneck really having don... numerous jobs over the years despite being fairly intelligent. He had just finished working on the oil rigs so was in the pub almost every time she was working. She did not know this but he had been in prison for various things in the past. It was often quiet in the pub and they were left almost alone often.The chatting up and flirting was. She had a great smile which could drive anyone crazy. She is very fair, beautiful (to say the least), hot n sexy girl at an age of 23. I love as only cursing my luck as such a wonderful person was married and that too to my friend.That night I decided that I will At least try and become her best friend if not anything more. They did not know anyone else in the city. So I started visiting their home more frequently and tried to establish a good connection with them. I used to visit their home. Once my thoughts were clear, I started making up my plans for getting out of this situation. I caught my journal up to date which brings me to this point. I have used this message as a way to clear my mind and make it up as to what I am going to do with my life. It has set me straight on what I need to do and I have set my mind to it. I have tried so hard to live as a man and I have found it impossible. I was not born to be a man and I am going to make sure that the future does not. I would be rewarded greatly if tomorrow went well.Friday, Miss was fully up before I, eager and full of anticipation. Had it been any other day, I would have faced the consequences of neglecting my owner, but today was different. Today She was on a hunt.At around 6 in the evening, we were on the same street corner as the previous night. Mistress was wearing a black travelers cloak and a black wig. I was in a deep red similar cloak that trailed along behind me, due to Miss deciding that, for.