For a minute, I thought she had fallen asleep, but she finally spoke, "Now you have to let me."She took my hand and led me to the bed. This time she w...s the one who pushed me back. She started at my mouth, gently biting my lower lip. She traced a line of kisses from my mouth down my neck, continuing to my breasts. She flicked the nipple with her tongue, making it stiffen so that it was almost painful. She bit there too, while I moaned at the intensity of the feeling. She continued down my body. "Remember I'm clairvoyant," she said. "I'm not getting much more than you felt. But I'm getting from her a little more than you did. I can feel her lasting pain."But wait."The pain I'm feeling is two things ... two hurts. One is from long ago. The other is the present."This is very strange."'"What do you mean, two hurts?" Tom asked. "We've all felt her pain when she was killed. What's the other?" The only way I can describe it," Soon Lee explained, "Is the pain of being lost. The hopelessness. " He thought he felt her relax a little, and he let her move back out of his arms.Beth was torn up inside, she didn't realise how difficult it would be to act normally. She hadn't set out to deceive, that had happened without her realising, more than that she did not even understand how far her deception had gone! But she was thankful that Matt didn't seem to be fazed at all by her absence. She had thought that she would meet this man; who had seemed so genuine on the phone; and to learn more. We hadn't said anything about what had occurred on multiple occasions and I wasn't going to bring it up. I didn't want to come across as some dirty pervert with one thing on my mind, although I was so horny, I could almost feel what I wanted to happen.And Katie didn't let me down.About five minutes after that, she was wading in water and found her way closer to me. I stared over her shoulder, turned back and saw her gazing at me, her little mouth part way open. And my tongue found it shortly.