She was announced by the doorbell. The damned doorbell again! I should have heeded its warning. One instant everything was looking up and I was finish...d with that part of my life. Then she was standing in the doorway, looking straight at my chest, silent, like a ghost or a zombie or something. No! No, no, no, no, no!"Get the fuck out of my life!" I slammed the door and locked it.The doorbell rang again. I didn't answer it, but I was shaking and hyperventilating. Is this how it's going to be?. ” They ate breakfast and discussed their plans for the day. As they finished up, Suzette returned. Rick helped her gather the dishes and while she made the bed, he slipped on his shirt and shoes, gathered up his tuxedo jacket and tie. He kissed Hailey goodbye and promised to be back shortly. Rick rode back with Suzette while Hailey took a quick shower, wishing he was with her. She decided to wear a V-neck t-shirt and shorts, She put the necklace and earrings Rick gave her back into their box,. We went to a CCD nearby and I ordered coffee for both of us while helping her with the questions. I insisted on paying and she cracked some jokes on how I used to be in tuition when I had to pay for something. There it was her sarcasm yet again but more than that (pretty obviously) her breasts were catching my attention as she was sitting in front of me now. I wasn’t exactly gazing as I didn’t want to make her feel uncomfortable but I made sure I got a good view when she would be solving her. And I know it's wrong, I'm a terrible person for even thinking it, much more for saying it out loud, but it was a shameful feeling for me. I didn't want to hurt your feelings. I think if we'd met before I met Samer, things would be completely different. My guess is that I'm not over him, and I won't be for some time as well. I wanted to have some time to think about it all, to think about you too of course and how I see myself in regards to you in the future. But there's just no peace in my.
Read MoreRelated Videos
