So I thought I would let my Gut tell me if there was more ,And One day about a week after i was informed about her friendship ,I put my self down the ...treet form her work place were i could see the parking Structure Exit and see her leave work , she go’s the the gym every tuesday and thursday after work and some times stop’s at the store after so this would give her about 2 hours of time before getting home And that Day my Gut was right on the Money , i Watched and saw her Drive out of the. Speaking in mynow-habituated girl voice, I realized I sounded as if I'd just beenswept off my feet by a proposal of marriage.Gayle was satisfied. "I'm just thinking about it too, honey, rightnow. There's no hurry. I'm not sure yet about a few things. SoI'll just take that answer as not a 'No!' and we'll just see." A week later things at my office suddenly got much more serious. My boss called me in and glared at me silently for a full minute,then asked me what the hell I thought I was. At this point I hated my male genitals, a lousy reminder of what mygender used to be.In therapy, Deborah was helping me explore my feminine side as a youngwoman with a career ahead of me. She also began to help me think about myrights and how they were violated when those men had kicked me out of mydorm. In truth I had never really dealt with the emotional abuse Ireceived at the hands of those assholes. I also began to think seriouslyabout having gender reassignment surgery, but had no way to. Leftentant Donaldson if you do not believe the graveness of the situation, use your mobile phone to contact the cabin. Come Alexi we must leave now!"Alexi follows Mira out of the room as I look at the girls and admit, "I guess I need to call the cabin."I take out my mobile phone, dial the number but no one answers. Perhaps Mira was on to something. I dial Jack's mobile phone and still receive nothing. I try Liz's phone but it goes right to voicemail so I leave a message, "Liz is something going.