Shit I couldn’t even get a prostie to do me. Maybe I should’ve taken Claire up on her offer. My humiliation would have been total, but wasn’t it...already. Fuck!I threw a twenty down on the bar and wheeled myself out. I didn’t even look back to wave goodbye to Sub. I was so humiliated that I wasn’t sure that I could ever even go back to Shadows. I probably would, but not tomorrow. I had to take a deep breath and just try to forget my latest failure. This was my life. I knew it and I just had to. The following day Jaq explained her plan to Maria and asked if she was up for it, Maria said that she was and that Friday could not come quickly enough.The week did drag but eventually, Friday came around. The two ladies finished at the college at 4 pm, Maria and Jaq both went straight home. Jaq came in at around 4.30 pm and told me to shower and asked me to shave my cock and balls, I stepped out of the shower to find Jaq standing there. Jaq quickly locked me in my cock cage, I was then given a. I reached down to his cock and wanted to taste it. I could see nothing in the dark except his eyes. He was looking into my eyes so deeply, I think he could read my mind. I was dripping with desire and my lips were throbbing. I wanted to feel his large manhood thrust in and out of me. I wanted to cum so bad. He didn’t seem to want to fuck me. He wanted to play I think, mostly. I was enjoying the foreplay, I loved it very much, but the teasing had gone on all night long. I couldn’t wait another. Mom walked over to the tub and said, "Well, this caught us both by surprise, didn't it?"I made a millisecond eye contact and numbly nodded."Billy, we have to talk and there'll never be a better moment than this. Don't you agree?"Again, the acquiescing nod, still not meeting her eyes."Tell you what... you get dressed - get warm - and we'll also sit on the back deck. It'll be private."And then she added with a chuckle, "Unless someone's sitting in the hot tub."After donning sweats, I walked the.