It has been 4 years now, but I will not forget the promise I made to myself. I still do not have the courage to confront her. Maybe I will never have....This is one of many reasons I have never submitted to anyone else. I had to keep my promise.I did not crave submission. After she left, the disappointment, anger, emptiness made me a different person – a person sometimes even I don’t recognize. I lived – happily, with my army of pets – but never content.All these thoughts rushed through me,. "I noticed a strange-looking chair that had legs that extended in a crosswise manner, and thick plasticslats going across the top bars, with nothing in the middle section of about six inches. I asked herwhat that chair was for.She said, "You'll soon see, but I call that my backhole spreader chair." If you want to see what kind ofchair I'm talking about, do a G-search for "fart chair Katrina cox" pick the first result, and the first picupper left is a good one.She told me to grab a folding chair. Ekdin amra lukochuri khelchi khelte khelte dujonari khub hisu paeche eri modhe or poder ghasa khea amar nunu tatia chilo ami amar amar pant khule dariachi tititli amar nunu ta obak hae dekhche R hasche jani na keno, o hisu korte lajja pachilo amar samne.Ami bollam amar ta jokhon dekhechis tortao ami dekhbo amar jedajedi te o panty khule hisu korte boslo, hisu karar pore ami or gude hath dilam alada filling halo ,eri modhe school e nunu nunu khela sikhechi o baba ma khela sikhechi, TItli k. Next i took the other of the two men into the room , asked his name he told me his name is beer can harry and i asked why, but first how much did u pay jim, i gave him one hundred to swallow, and he said when i take my clothes off you will see why i have that nick name, he was very hairy all over about six three high, and wow, when i saw his cock i never sucked one ever that thick, it was about thick as a beer can and only about four inches long and a big big huge cock head on it. i asked when.