’ ‘Sue, please…it’s all right. When I think of you in his arms it drives me nuts. I can’t help myself. You didn’t mean to hurt me with you... words, matter of fact, you had no idea that I could be cut so deeply now.’ She was crying as her head rested on my shoulder. I still had my arm around her, but my anger was gone. I felt bad. We had actually been talking quite well until that point. I loved her still. My heart would not let me let go. I kissed her forehead and then her nose. Trying to. He is really handsome and to tell the truth I had a crush towards him and fantasized of making love with him. Since he used to go to gym he had a strong body. My house is in suburbs of a famous city in North Kerala and has a calm and better atmosphere. My parents were in Dubai since my father is employed as GM in a MNC Co. Nobody was in our house after the death of my grandmother in Feb 2002. My elder brother is also left in March 2002 since he got an assignment in Australia as a Computer. Me: Oh, that sounds boring.Tanya: I know!Me: You can join me for the drinks if you want.Tanya: Where are you going to go?Me: I’ll go home. I prefer to get drunk at my place so that I can sleep off right after it.Tanya: Oh! I can’t come with you to your place to get drunk.Me: Because you don’t know me well enough?Tanya: Yes.Me: Fair enough. Well then, let’s go to a bar!Tanya: Sounds good.It was 6 PM now. We went to a nice bar, but it was packed, and we had to wait. I suggested that we go back to. Amber’s mouth… sucking.“Not really. There was blood and the school insisted that he go to hospital. She got suspended.”“Oh. Sorry.” The guilty pleasure was building. I was masturbating now, rolling my cock against my belly, pinching the tip with my thumb – the timing of each little crush taking my excitement to another level.“Yeah, well, things happen. I’m glad she stood-up for herself but I can’t be seen to applaud violence, so she’s grounded as well.”“Well thanks for telling me.” I said it.