He whispered that he was sorry into my ear. The tears delicately rolled down my cheeks as I put down the sponge and let my body respond to him and re...ax. We then went upstairs and cuddled in his bed for the rest of the night until we both drifted off to sleep. The next morning was an entirely different story. I woke up before he did, which is usually rare. He’s the one that usually wakes up early and plays with me while I’m still asleep. I went to the bathroom and came back to him still in. I was still under the impression that I had won him and not that he had taken me as his own – foolish girl!For the next few nights, I avoided Renaud, pretending to be unwell but unwilling to face the truth; that I felt I had betrayed him. I was ashamed of my behaviour but at the same time I was mad at Him for not being there when I had given myself to Him. My self-imposed distancing from him became harder and harder to endure because I missed him so.Similarly, I tried to stay away from Panek. I slipped out, although I did visit the facilities. Going into the main room, I knocked at another bedroom door.“Come in.”Opening the door, Elizabeth stood to meet me. I exchanged smiles, and then a hug, with the wisest woman whom I know. That extended to a kiss, with a brief touching of tongues. “Let me make some tea, dear.”She bustled outside. I hoped Hal would sleep deeply, and would assume that I might be in the bathroom for quite a while.“Elizabeth, I think we’ve got a keeper in Hal. He’s. He would hold my cock and balls to train me about masturbating. It may sound bad but Ravi’s cock was black, much darker than a cock of a black man plus I do not know why, it looked very ugly to me and whenever Ravi held my cock, I would get agitated and he would let go my cock. Most times, Ravi’s masturbating would seem very boring to me because, I did not want to see his ugly looking cock and somehow I did not want to masturbate and hold my cock out because he always wanted to play with mine,.