In their foreplay he had only shared some of his fantasies, not the deepest and darkest ones yet, but Kate once managed to see his search history and ...nknown to him she knew all his deepest and darkest fantasies.So back to John birthday, Kate told him she had an experiential present for him and all was organized for the coming Friday night.Friday morning John woke up to an email from Kate:"Dear John,Happy birthday my love "Hey, its me! I finally got that book. Had to order it from Amazon, so it took awhile." She said."Who the hell is this?" I asked."Its Amy-Lee from the book store. I got the book that helps you make your cock bigger." She explained."Who? What the fuck are you talking about?" I responded."There you go being as nasty as ever!" She grumbled.I shook my head. This girl is a real nut job, I thought to myself."Ok, look. I already told you I dont need it." I said."Yeah, yeah, I know. It wouldnt hurt for. I even load a few anonymous picture up on websites to get a reaction. I dated a few girls though never anything permentant. I don’t know why. It had the effect at least of never making my secret crossdressing become ‘an issue’. It was just one private little activity I did separate from the rest of my life. Fun escapism, with a small sexual thrill thrown in.My laptop had broken, I didn’t really know what was wrong with it, so I brought it into the IT guy in my workplace, Stefan __________, who. And of course, after I was done looking at the stupid wall, I started jacking off. Good thing my door can be locked, because not ten seconds after I started masturbating, I was barely hard, she came and knocked on my door telling me she was going to bed herself. I said "Good night" and she told me "Good night" back. I waited to hear her get into bed, and then I started stroking my hard cock again, trying to stay silent, not that I ever did before, I just presumed my Mom couldn't hear my through.