It was one thing to teach the class on her own, but quite another to teach it when there was someone important there watching what she was doing and s...ying.I felt like telling her, 'just pretend that I'm not here, ' but thought that might make her even more nervous. Instead I just sat in the back of the room and closed my eyes. I'm sure that I appeared to be asleep, but I heard every word that was spoken, and could easily imagine the look on the speakers' faces. I did cheat just a bit and used. You asked so I said she: ok we r watching tv she stood n walking into kitchen I started to see her she also saw me while walking wen she came to living room n sat beside me slapped me romanticly n said:u r u seeing me: ur ass she kept silent for few seconds I moved near to her now we r touching each other she said ” y r u moving “.Me: jus wanna sit by touching to u she : y me: to feel ur body she:ok sit I thought it as a green signal n kept my left hand on her shoulder she remained silent I. Maybe we really could put that much time between us and be OK. This had been just one baby step in what could be a long journey, I thought to myself. My fears of what Suzanne could be as a person were just about allayed. I was usually a pretty good judge of character and karma, and I felt really good about us.My jostling had made my bladder shift and now I had to pee like crazy. I sought the best way to get off the bed without waking Suze, but it was going to be hard.As I attempted to slide. I was beginning to think my Mom suspected I was bonking my sister from the way Sis kept running her fingers through my hair when she thought nobody else was looking our way. Sometimes when we were all in the family room and we were eating popcorn with the comforter pulled up to our chest, she would grab hold of my business and squeeze me and tug me until I had no other choice than to soak her fingers with my joy juice. We were real careful not to give any outward indication of our mutual.