It's just that I don't remember." She passed out somephotographs, one showing me with a big smile while dancing with Astrid,one showing me licking As...rid while on my knees, and one showing mepuffing out my chest with Dolly-Parton-like gestures as if I weresinging. I sure looked happy.And the truth is, yes, I had always related better to women, alwaysidentified with them, felt that God made a mistake when he put me in amale body. And I hated hanging out with most men. Beyond the sexualabuse. "It's a faux vagina, "said Olivia. "Look at the real outer and innerlips. You can even be penetrated by a guy and his cock rubbing againstyour clit should send you off into a girly orgasm." I dropped a hand downbetween my legs and felt the flesh-like lips and slid a finger into thevagina, feeling lovely girly sensations coming from my trapped clit, thetip of which slightly emerged between my legs. "You will be able to pee,"said Sarah. But only sitting down. Just like a girl." I burst into. With the lack of food at the Camp, I wasn’t surprised that I was unable to vomit. I laid in that position for awhile, but didn’t receive any more blows to my body. When I looked up, the devils were gone. There were no longer screams coming from the shower room. At that moment I was thankful for those two Nazis. I may have been lying naked and bloody in the mud, but I was alive. It took all of the remaining strength in me to do so, but I stood up and made my way to the barracks they. Jirra shook her head. "I don't want to fall behind in my classes." "Well, the fact that you're being stubborn is a good sign," said Lizwith a wink. Jirra smiled back. "Going to class will keep my mind off this. Alsosleeping in my own bed will be nice too." "Do you mind some company?" asked Alexis. "No, in fact I was counting on it," said Jirra."I'd like to stay in Philly with you for a while too," added Liz. "I'd like that too," said Jirra. Chapter 24Jirra was.