Going out in public was not something he desired, but behind closed doors was another matter. He had a debit card and money in the bank from his part-...ime job, so all he needed was the courage to order something and see how deep this obsession ran.Who knows, maybe after trying on one of these silky ensembles he might be free of this obsession. So using the size conversion chart, he ordered the bra, garter belt, nylons and panties and requested that the package should be held at the UPS centre. I was afraid at first but later it was nothing.I am 21 years old 5’6” male while this happened to me a year ago while I was 20. There was a girl named Nischalla. She and I used to live in the same surroundings at Biratnagar city, the second largest city of Nepal. When I was 16 and ready to think about girls, she was just 13 or so, so I never though sexually about her. I went to Kathmandu to pursue my education as most of the people in Nepal visit capital city for higher education when I was. He would scoff at teens who wasted their time playing instead of doing real work in a profession. Granted, I know teens in my class who do just that. They have more games on their phones than text messages. They’re chasing after Pokemon or Angry Birds or some stupidity. But I know eighty kids in orchestra who all spend as much time practicing their instruments as they do on the rest of their homework. Many of them more time. They’re serious about their music. Desi is in rehearsal for the school. .. very soon to meet you."A song that Louise loved to hear was "You Are So Beautiful To Me" and I sang it out loud to her...You are so beautiful ... to meYou are so beautiful ... to meCan't you seeYou're everything I hope forYou're everything I needYou are so beautiful to meYou are so beautiful to meYou are so beautiful ... to meCan't you seeYou're everything I hope forYou're every, everything I needYou are so beautiful to meBack in the day, she made me sing just like Joe Cocker did, not caring.