They said they would be home by supper and left instruction not to have sex with me because she and Janis wanted me energetic. I had no plans so I ask...d the twins what they wanted to do. “We want to go shopping for leather where you took Janis.” I told them to get dressed and we would take off.I grabbed some shorts, a shirt and tennis’s then went out to pull my truck around front. The twins came bouncing out the front door in denim mini skirt, a white oversized mans wife beater that showed. Maybe one of the mechanics at the shop she brought her bike to for maintenance, they sure looked like they could fuck a chick silly if she needed it. Maybe she would even hit up one of the long lost friends from college, her naked body would likely be enough to reestablish contact for a while until she got bored again.Suspension and loose ground made the bike shift a little under her weight and left part of her wondering if she was about to tip over, but the bigger part paid no mind to the. ‘Can we just get this over with?’ I stared at her in disbelief, surprised by her directness. Here was this tender moment I though we were having, and she just seemed to slice it open with her remark. What happened to that young girl that was oh-so-desperate for love not so long ago. I imagined her cold voice telling me that the young girl was dead. Dead and gone and I had helped her die. It was as if I had taken a knife and repeatedly stabbed her and ended the innocence of a child. She moved. If that were true, then Goering would arrange for his death if he returned from his fifth trip. We both knew Goering was capable of that type of duplicity, so we decided to play it safe.“For the fifth trip to Switzerland, Hans again arranged to take me with him to Geneva. He had us pack enough clothing for a week and Hans made arrangements for one of his fellow officers to check on our apartment while we were gone. We knew we would not be returning to the apartment, so we took a few pictures.