All this is channelled into the oppression tools of shame and judgment. Even if you are strong enough to dismiss the opinion of others they will use y...ur husband as the vehicle to control your actions. He has been trained his whole life to alter "unacceptable" aspects of your behaviour or reject you. Unless he is trained to a new way of thinking he will be unable to embrace your true sexuality and trying to reconcile himself to it will be a source of stress and pain for him.We are hard-wired to. “Are you with anyone?” she asked, “Do you see anyone at present? I would not like to make trouble for you.” I simply shook my head and she smiled a big smile, “We shall have fun then, do you like?” I nodded and sat numbly as she went off to the kitchen. A quick check of the Restaurant showed it to be empty and quiet, whilst the soft music and lighting coupled with my final brandies and hormones were adding up to a massive boner trying to escape my pants. The ladies appeared again with Christy. It just sends me nearly off the edge. I watch him as he does the love scene to perfection. The way he touches her, the way he kisses her and it makes me have to look away as I feel myself throb below. Finally I cannot watch any more, I have to relieve the fire burning inside me from wanting him. There is a break in the filming as I start to turn away and his eyes briefly lock with mine. I wonder if he can tell what he's doing to me. I bite my lip and hurry off.I stop and catch my breath and. Bynum, I haven't been totally honest with you. I need your help. Can we talk inside?"She stepped back to allow him to enter and closed the door behind him. She was dressed as she was earlier except she had taken her shoes off. She motioned him into the living room."The maid goes home at 5, so we can talk in here," she said, "Now what more do you have to add to what you told me this afternoon."Mrs. Bynum, again what I have to say is delicate," Ed started."It's Katherine with a K," she.