“Rosa, I promise you, I am not leaving again. I have no reason to leave. My college is here online and my job is here. My mother is here and most im...ortantly you are here. I don’t need to go anywhere else and I’m not going to. I am going to finish my college and get my degree. Then I am going to find a job here other than construction where I can put that degree to good use. I do not plan on leaving San Antonio again. I like it here and I like that you are here."Rosa, I am going to be honest. Eventually, that moment came.He put a condom on his penis, then put on a lubricating gel and pressed the tip against the entrance to my anal, my feet were somehow embarrassing above him, but my heart was burning.I found his penis pushing my anal entrance, and the pain gradually increased, and when I changed my posture to escape from his penis unbearably, he said, "Are you okay?Relax. "I nodded with a tearful face, okay, replied that I wanted your penis soon.Again he started to move, slowly. Our eyes met, and I expected to see sorrow or pain. I was surprised to see that she was?.almost happy. Her dazzlingly blue-grey eyes were sparkling with?.pride!?!Now free from the cruel gag, Betty worked her jaw around to ease the strain and took a deep breath. ?Anna, you need to know so many things,? she said in a quiet voice. For the next few minutes she told me things that rocked my world. She said that she and Dan had been into something called bondage and discipline for many years. She. I DON’T want to feel the sense of loss. I DON’T want to feel like this anymore. Why would anyone want to feel like this? Feeling like this sucks.”“It’s called emotion. You’re allowed to feel sad.”Shaking my head, I pried both of Dawn’s arms off my chest and slipped out from her grasp. Sliding off my boulder, I stepped onto the ground and turned back to face her. “I’m done feeling sad. I’m done feeling sorry for myself. And I don’t deserve your concern. DJ’s the one with the broken heart. You.