She stopped as she got a little startled. She then said” oh someone is wild” to which I replied ” yes baby I am going to make you go wild tonigh...” on saying this I pushed her off me and told her we were going to have really wild sex. She was really happy and said lets have bondage as previously we had spoken about it while sexting.I then went and got some rope and I told her to set up a camera so as to record this. So she did and I got the rope caught her and tied her hands and legs wide apart.. Work had been a bitch – malfunctioning computer systems, people not doing what they were hired to do, that sort of thing – and my brain had turned into a block of ice. All I wanted was to eat and fall asleep. Tomorrow I’d be off. I had all day to let my brain thaw.So when I walked through my front door I tossed my keys and wallet onto the cabinet, took out my phone and called the number of the pizza place that was on a business card-sized magnetized sticker attached to the front of the. I couldn't see us getting together, but she would know Derek for what he was before he went to prison.I felt a wave of utter depression sweep over me. I felt hopeless and dreaded a life lived alone. What woman would want a hideous cripple? I couldn't inflict myself on Jenny; she deserved a better man. I broke down and cried.My descent into self-pity was halted by the phone. It was Jenny."Are you ready for me?" she asked and I realised that time had passed and it was late."Yes," I said, though. Itold them that my "girlfriend" needed clothes because theairline lost all of her luggage. They obliged and I couldn'twait to try it on. Luckily they had everything I needed. I wasable to fit Petey between my legs and put my bra on with successon the first try. I put on makeup and put on a pair of sexydiesel jeans with a nice little top to highlight my buddingboobs. Going to the bars was an interesting experience as all Icould do was flirt with guys. My mental state was fucking withme royally.