It came slowly, as he pushed in a centimeter at a time. About 2 minutes later, he was in quite far, and my ass felt like it would rip for sure.Then I ...elt him pull out, and push in. this time he went in more, and more. Each thrust seemed to spread me more. I felt my legs feel weak with a mixture of pleasure, pain and thrusts. I held on, not willing to wreck my first time in the ass. He soon got into rhythm, using my hair as a leash,and my body as a frame to put his weight on. Sadly, there was. Ifelt awkward and uncomfortable in my female body, but my family wastreating tonight as an ordinary dinner with their daughter and sisterPaula. As at breakfast, the love and acceptance, after 4 days of torment,brought me to tears.Everything was normal, and everything was fixed. Except me.That night, I sat in my room and reflected on my day. I had avoided thetrouble, but at what cost? Did I really have no choice but to live out mylife as a girl?My one day trial was over. I had the choice of. “I will never leave you. Whether I marry you or not, you will be woman number one in my life.” She smiled, genuinely happy.“That is all I need,” she whispered as she kissed me hotly. She sat back, butt to heels and gazed up at me.“I know you will have sex with any other woman any time you want. I will never be jealous. In fact, I will help seduce them, or I will participate or watch. I know men need many woman while a woman can be happy with just one man. I understand the difference between men. Soon after I got out of college, the economy was bad and I was working part time. There was a bar in town where I would hang out with friends. It was more of a beer joint than a bar actually, with bar stools, tables and chairs, pool tables, juke box; kind of a dingy, run down place, but usually a fun crowd and it was run by a guy I knew. I was there one night shooting pool and drinking beer when a woman who hung around there a lot, I'll call her Cindy, approached me and said there was someone.