Then, four months after my brother’s visit, something happened that would change things.Natasha started acting distant towards me. This had been goi...g on for a few weeks, and I was just hoping it would pass by itself. Then arriving after we’d had an uncomfortable time at a party we’d been two I decided to address the elephant in the room and I asked her why she seemed so unhappy.She started crying and said that, she had cheated on me with a guy who had been working as a temp in her firm. I felt. I saw gratitude in her expression, almost like a religious experience. I saw concentration. It was like she was trying to cum with every thrust of my cock. I’m not sure how to recognise shame as a facial expression but I could feel it mixed with her desire. My body was tense from head to toe. I lunged aggressively forwards with my entire being until I told her I was about to shoot. Nothing definite came from her in terms of what to do next. I think she was embarrassed or that she didn’t want to. The only sexualcontact I have had since this started, is with my female boss and with ayoung transgender girl who I share a room with. I suppose if I think ofmyself as female, then sex with a woman would make me gay. I have notwanted to have sex with a man, yet" You said yet, does that mean that you see it as a possibility?" I don't know, I am just bloody confused. If I don't think about it, Ican just get on with being me. It's only when I stop to think, that itgets confusing." So what about. She loves sex too, and I can refuse Dave nothing. He refuses ME nothing and except for these sexual, let's call them aberrations, he's been the greatest husband that you can possibly imagine.When we are in social situations, he's a prankster deluxe, but he also wholeheartedly enjoys it when someone turns the tables and fools him, too.It was this aspect of his psyche that I intended to explore when I had the next opportunity. I just needed the right inspiration.It came, quite by accident, when I.