She was, literally, afraid of sex. And I had NO idea what to do about that, if I even could do anything.“I think I understand you better,” I conti...ued. “Have you told your counselor all of this?”“I did. We’ve talked a lot about it, but I still feel guilty for what happened with my friend, but also with my brother.”I didn’t see it, really, because she didn’t know her friend was going to commit suicide, and she couldn’t have predicted that her brother would run away. And it wasn’t really her. Thus preoccupied, he didn't notice the mousy young man with a ponytailfollowing him as he crossed through the park. In fact, the same youngman had been discreetly shadowing him for weeks, closely observing hiscomings and goings throughout Manhattan. On this particular morning,DeVour had a breakfast meeting at the Sherry-Netherland with LanceRaptor, and he paid no attention when the young man was seated at anadjoining table. His face buried in the New York Times, the young manwas quite. " I only knew today, and it has to be tomorrow." Great. Shorter hair you said? You could try a wig, but if it’s so up close, I think real hair is better. Colour?" I thought dark with a hint of auburn?" Yeah, we can do that. I can tint your eyebrows; maybe build them up a little. What about coloured contacts, I know someone who can get you those." Wow." The thing is to have something striking so that they get noticed. Have you ever worn contacts?" Never needed to." Haircut first then one of the. “No-no,” I whispered, “It’s ok, I can take it.”“I don’t want to hurt you,” He said.A little louder I said, “I NEED it!”With that, he pushed into me again. He rested on top of me, our lips locked, as he moved his hips as slowly as he could. Then it suddenly hit me he was not wearing a condom. I freaked out and he sat there staring at me in confusion. Then I remembered I had been on birth control for the last year and a half. I said I was sorry while trying not to smile and we both started.