" Commodore, Admiral McDermid." Admiral, I shall explain tomorrow. I have arranged for that conference to be held at eight morning, tomorrow, at the A...miralty. I'll come by in me Barge shortly after three morning to collect your party. Suit?" McCock, ... yes we can be in the Boat Bay but I for one will require a hell of a lot of answers. Suits." McCock, clear." And McCock couldn't stop the chuckles starting."Illustrious control, Vector Barge, request docking instructions. Over." Barge, clear to. We had no way of asking the 13-year-old why he didn’t stop. That was because he, his dad, and his brother were ALL emphatically dead. We didn’t suffer any consequences. We had done everything by the book. But I still couldn’t lose the image of those two little boys and that bloody cab. So, I opted out at the end of my hitch. I had had enough of killing. Now I wanted to help people.I decided that the best way to achieve that goal was via some kind of medical field. I knew that, at age 31 I was. She could pass for one of thoseactresses you see on shows like Gossip Girl. She always dresses inslinky, lingerie type tops with tight fitting jeans. When I wasmarried to her mother, I made sure to never glance or leer at her in aninappropriate way. We got along OK, but she was occasionally bossy. She thought of me as the hired help rather than as a step-father.Well, my uniform was an immediate issue. Courtney had chosen anandrogynous maid-type outfit. It consists of black leggings, a. I can’t say anything that was discussed there but I can say that I was not required to speak to my relief. I wasn’t sure if this was going to help me but I knew I’d better try something as I still was feeling so guilty, getting little sleep and seemed unable to eat. We left quietly after it was over and after I got into her car I started crying. I have to say I think it was good she came into my life because I think she is the most patient person I have ever met. She sat there with me.