Mallika was looking at my cock from time to time and then she looked me my eyes and said with a smile,Mallika-“ hmmm…. i never knew you were this ...rown up”Me- “well what can say time flies. Even you have grown up into a very sexy girl.She blushed and smiled at my remark and I focused all my intention on boobs. She saw me looking at her boobs .Mallika-“ stop looking at me”Me –its only fair that I get to see you too.I got up from my seat and stood infront of her. My dick was at her eye level and. “Harder, fucker,” she cried as Mack slapped her arse.Her body soon went numb as his cock drove in her wet hole. Mack kept going further up her vagina pushing her against a coffee table squashing her breasts against the wooden surface. Stella fell to the floor in a state of sexual fulfilment as she came hard and fast. Mack pulled off her dress and started to enjoy her body, kissing and running his tongue along her.She then sat on his face and positioned his cock between my heels, wanking him off. Holidays and vacations had been a distant thought due to the heavy schedules, deadlines and pressures that I meet as the managing director of a construction company. At 45, I had everything going on right in my life….well almost everything. Guess god never gives us a complete life as he is afraid we might forget him. That’s why perhaps he has given me money and power but has taken away what I love a lot – good, loving passionate sex from my better half. He gave me someone who had no interest in. It's not that going back would be painful. It's ... fuck! It really is that I feel like I've been lying to Alexis. I've been extremely careful not to lie to her, but by omission, I've lied. And I'm just afraid of the guilt. And that guilt is holding me back from pushing her more physically too. So we're stuck at this physical/emotional barrier. And it's all my fault.And once I figured that out a few days ago, I know she noticed. I'm a bit withdrawn, and she can tell something's up. The guilt is.