I hold you there for just a second before releasing the pressure on your head. I keep my hand in your hair but let you please me how you want to. You ...ick me from balls to the tip of my cock, then suck one of my balls into your mouth. While you jerk on my cock, you take my shaft into your mouth again and lick the head. I am so hard. I need your pussy. I pull you by your hair to the couch and bend you over it. I pull your panties aside and spit on my cock, rubbing it around for a second before I. I just dowhatever I would normally be doing, except I'm female. Then the guilthits, and I try and beat back the fantasy. I'm so tired of thisstruggle.******I know I don't write a lot about school, its cause I really don't have alot to say. It just IS, you know? I'm mostly ignored here, and that'sjust fine with me. Much less chance of somebody figuring out I'm notlike other boys.****My brother got a package from home today. It was a cassette tape from afriend of his. He let me listen, his. I just loved her tongue, every time I got a chance I used to suck on it. She broke the kiss and wrapped her lovely lips around my cock. She started to suck on my cock and it felt like heaven. Suddenly the bell rang and I was shit scared thinking Raghav has returned earlier than expected. She asked me to wait in the room while she checked who it was. Thankfully it was the postman and she put on a bathrobe and headed to collect the post. She came back to the room and I was hiding behind the door.. This is America. They're on one side of the bars, we're on the other."Rod gave a secret bitter smile. "I know. Maybe we're all locked up."Gail grew silent. She waited patiently while Rod moped, watching the great apes listlessly play with a car tire until he stretched and walked away. It was the same when she introduced him to her friends, proudly exhibiting her husband home from the wars. Rod was polite and remote, usually sitting silent behind a drink.He seemed to regard the war with a sorrow.