I sat by door and watched her all nite and she knew it. Just before closing I asked if want to go somewhere after she was off she said she could not. ...ut she would be here tomarrow. So it was saterday nite and I went back to see her. we talked more and she told me she did not have to work but she wanted to see if I would show up. We got something to drink and went back to motel. i think she was scared when we got there. She thought I was one of those guys that just make fun of her all her. There was so much noise, that the ladies in the other room came out tosee just what was going on? They stood there in the doorway watching allus girls giggling and laughing as we grabbed shoes from each other. Heckone or two girls even throw some shoes off to the side, so other girlshad to run to see if it was their shoes. It was so much fun. Even theladies were laughing hard at us. I found my shoes, buckled them on, andwas standing up ready to run, when one of the girls grabbed my leg and. I'll fix you a drink."Just the touch of his arm started curious tingles of desire racing to her brain. She stepped away from him, saying, "No, I better leave." For God sakes, Arlene, stay and have a drink. No reason for you to be rude." Despite his unkempt appearance, Sam's tone was authoritative and charming."Just one," she responded, the strange passion still raging in her belly. "I really shouldn't, but..."He went to the bar to prepare her drink. Damn! What's wrong with me, anyway? she. She revisited her own self doubts about her womanhood and decided to become as much woman as she could for Charlie. Perhaps if she tried hard enough, together they could overcome his condition and both of them could derive physical pleasure from their marriage once more.She had her hair cut in a short, youthful, layered style which melted some years from her face. Her next stop was the purchase of an exercise video and a workout exerciser. She began eating healthier and immersed herself in.