He wraps his strong arms around me, cuddling me back; he puts a hand on my face, bringing it towards his face, he keeps pulling my face until our eyes...meet, once they do I instinctively kiss him on the lips, feeling his hairy beard across my face, once he feels my lips on his he forces his tongue in my mouth, I willingly take his tongue in my mouth, I suck his tongue before putting my tongue in his mouth, we then kiss passionately before he pulls away.He looks at me and says you enjoyed that. She envisions. The thought thrills you. Soon your nights are filled with black dildo, interracial porn, and her powerful orgasm. Dirty talk accelerates. You want this big black cock, honey? Oh, you naughty vixen. Tell me you want it. Yes! You need hot black cock in this white pussy, don't you? Don't tell your husband, OK? This is our little secret. At the gym. You spy a young, muscular black male checking out your wife while she's on the elliptical. You get her attention and gesture toward the. Her hand stroked my manhood. there was a wet spot from my cock drooling precum."my bedroom is ready and fuck, i'm ready" she whispered into my wet ear. the bedroom was upstairs, it was spacious and held a king sized bed. there was little furniture and a walk in closet. we quickly shed our clothing, suze lay back and spread her legs. suze is not a small girl, i'd guess she was mid fifties and carried at least a hundred sixty pounds. her tits are surprisingly small but they stood up. Com, what the fuck, I'm 34B, and everything is real and in proportion now figure the rest out for yourself.OK, so why am I writing this down, I think it's because I want to get stuff straight in my head, because things need to change or I'm going to have to do something drastic, like jump in front of a train, or off the top of a multi-story carpark.I'm not some kind of suicidal Emo, I don't go for that self-harming shit, no it just feels like my life has hit a brick wall. I've done the being.