He seemed interested and I hoped this summer he might ask me out on a real date.I should tell you, dear reader of my diary, a little about me. I’m a...bit taller than average height for a girl. I’m developing late (I hope) because I’m not quite even a B cup yet, and am very slender with small hips. I have long brown hair, which I don’t curl; I let it hang straight down to my butt. The boys at my high school tell me I have a nice ass and nice long legs.My dates always try to get into my panties. My dog gave me poison ivy so I haven’t held him yet. That will be remedied in a few days.Through the good graces of one of our friends here a backup system has been put in place so if/when my mind slips off the rails my family will receive a copy of this as a legacy. I want them to see this, just not now there’s already too much turmoil and pain in our lives.I want to thank all the wonderful people who have opened up and shared their hearts with me. You have encouraged me as I hope I have been. Some fifteen years ago they finally convinced the directors of the East India Company that plugging native women without the benefit of a Christian marriage –specifically, a Church of England marriage – was a sin. The directors brought in a rule that unmarried employees of the HEIC would not be considered for promotion to the rank of Captain and above in the military or Principal Writer and above in the civil branch of the Company. A few native girls converted from their family religion but the. My sexual relationship with Megan was one of an emotional one, and only rarely did it stray into the physical, sexual realm; but I had agreed to that right for the beginning (and even before we decided to be a married couple)!So, for Megan to go off with William (our black next door neighbor) for a weekend of sex, was not out of the ordinary. It certainly didn't violate our adoption of the mutually consensual non-monogamous relationship!For the rest of the day, I went around in a nearly.