I could have helped her out – or watched her get raped and then tried to explain to Rico why I didn't at least try to stop it. That would have been ...retty. Now wouldn't it?" Damn it," Camille hissed. "We've lived here for almost three years without you getting involved in this stuff. We're on our way out and you're getting mixed up in gang shit. I won't have it, Andy." I'm not mixed up in a gang," Andy said. "Lupe is not a gang girl. I'm not in the gang. We're not carrying drugs. We're not. He instead said no and controlled his desires. Then when I asked why he said he is married. I was shocked to see he controlled his desires.The next day I caught him masturbating. He was masturbating and then I arrived to work. I saw his dick and I was so damn turned on. I told him why use your hands, you can use my wet pussy instead. He said he can’t do it because he’s married and he is controlling his desire by masturbating and immediately wore his pants back. I tried getting close to him.. ——————————————– I was weak. I couldn’t stop it. I was weak. When he first came into our lives I couldn’t stop him. I was weak. He was sitting on the couch with her one night when I got home from work. I was weak. I yelled and argued until I was gasping for breath, but it was a losing battle. I was weak. I could not stop them as he kissed her and groped her on our couch. I was weak. I could not stop them as he took her shirt off and bit her breasts leaving teeth marks. I was weak. I could. "We won our own freedom and founded our own nation. I am Jamaican." Her grandfather made a fortune in something or another down in the islands and she was just the type of woman we wanted as a sister - actually, she was very much like me. She was really upset that we had to take what she called Street N****s into the pledge class. There was no way that Stella or Gwen was going to become a delta girl.There were 14 girls in the pledge class, but only 8 spots open as full sisters, so 6 of the.