I finished my beer and started toward the bathrooms to rendezvous with super-slut, when I stopped dead in my tracks. Jen was sitting at a table with s...me other people. Correction, Jen was sitting on some motherfucker’s lap at a table with other people. He had his mouth on her earlobe. Fuck! I knew she was here. I saw her fucking car. What the hell? I turn her down and she goes to find another cock to fill her hole? I shouldn’t have felt so…betrayed. She had called me. I had turned her down and. She can be with Bill and not worry about me." That's not what she wants, she wants you," Jenny said."Ain't gonna happen. I hesitated a minute then said, "Go get her, Jenny, let's get this over with. I've got things to do tomorrow and I need to get some sleep."Jenny went out to the car and brought Lesley back into the condo. I was sitting in my chair when they came into the living room. Pointing to the couch, I suggested they sit there. Lesley still had tears running down her cheeks.I sat and. I kept looking her for a while, and she was looking me too, she could see from my face that I was, fucking high, then the bear man turned back to her and give her a really big kiss, she kept looking at me while kissing the bear man, i just say goodbye with my hand and she turned back to the bear man. I left the club and started to walk, this time listening the song of greenday "boulevard of broken dreams" and went to a park to lie down for a while and watch the clouds and i started to think: "i. After a few minutes of just laying there feeling Eric's sleepy mind recall his earliest memories of the love he felt for me, I came to the conclusion that it didn't matter what I was doing or feeling differently than before. The important thing was that Eric needed me just as much as I needed him, so before he could fall completely asleep I said gently, "I love you, Eric Nicholas Roberts. I'll always love you, and I won't ever leave you."Eric's mind snapped to attention, realizing I hadn't been.