And all in all, we finished the meal amiably.Marie was the first to leave. Without commenting or really even looking at anybody, she got up and hustle... off to bus her tray. Still feeling uncomfortable about the way we'd left each other's company this morning, I resolved to track her down and get us a one-on-one chance to work things out.But before I could do so, Deedee slid her fingers through mine and gave me an intense look right into my eyes. "Got some time to get away?" she asked almost. ”Biting my lower lip, my mind was spinning about how to answer, but instead, I heard myself groan, “A few times, yes...”“Has a black man ever seen you naked? Or have you been too chicken?”“No, one hasn't, but not because I'm chicken.”“Well, I know you aren’t a bigot, so why haven’t you?”I had no answer. I had admitted I had cheated. The booze and weed made the normal function of my brain simply not function. In fact, the combination of the two was making me incredibly horny.“Are you ashamed of. I tried to look like I was meditating. Usually, those who seemed to be meditating were left alone.I had no desire to be sociable to a group of people who unquestionably followed my (I mentally spat here.) so called father.Jacob took part in the service in a sort of detached observational way. It was more like this was a scientific research project than a spiritual experience for him.Ten minutes later I found myself wishing I were acting the same way.That was when the Elder French took the. "Looking at Jerome, I said, "I must say you are truly a player. For the past three weeks your ass has been under surveillance not to mention finding out every piece of information we could dig up on your sorry ass. Frank's team put together a very detailed report on your activities."Turning to Frank I asked him to play the DVD for Jerome and Karen."Karen, pay close attention. I want you to see your lover for who and what he is."The video showed scenes of Jerome fucking Karen and separate scenes.