I had only seen her that upset one time before, when I was in the second grade, the day President Kennedy was shot. My mother had been a nervous wreck...for days after that, and I had been scared for her then, a lot.Finally, not looking up, she said there was one way to prove it to her, and I asked what that was. She hesitated a few seconds, then said I could have sex with her, and that might convince her I was telling the truth about liking girls.I wasn’t in the least bit shocked by the idea. I. I owe a lot to john, he like a father figure to me and we've spent hours talking and discussing people, places, the world, he was the only person I truly felt safe with and it had just now dawned on me what I would be giving up for my journey. "Helloooo Aeris you in there" "O-oh sorry sorry just kinda day dreaming is all" "What you got a girl on your mind or something" there he goes again with his trademark teasing which was quickly followed by my red cheeks, "N-no s-shut up" John let out a. ”“Well that was a foolish idea. I don’t do relationships. Just hookups. Besides, girls don’t give me their virginity, I just take it, like a real man should.”“Please don’t hurt me. I’m very small down there.”“So, you do want it.”“I’m not sure. I am just afraid.”He cluelessly thought that she was just afraid of making too much noise. “You’re right. If it hurts, we might get noise complaints from the people in the room next door. Don’t worry I’ll keep you quiet.” He balled up her panties. "So glad you came Steve, I've been so nervous all day thinking you might not come" she said."I was always going to come Barbara, you look sensational" Thank you Steve, so do you, you've made such an effort, this is how I'd dress for Michael but he's not interested" she replied."Well, I think he's crazy but from now on, no more Michael" i gently insisted"Agreed, its about us tonight" she said."Come on, ive got the room card, lets go upstairs" she said.We walked to the lift and made our way.