Shewas worried that I would have another episode like I did when I hadlunch with my mother. ?You had a difficult time when you met with yourmother, a...d from what you have told me about your father he is verycritical of you already. I am nervous that an episode like you had withyour mother will be much more pronounced. How are you planning ondealing with this???I am hoping that he won?t notice. But I think being on home turf willhelp me plus the fact that both Jenny and Katie will be there. But see kept chatting with me and I think see also like me somewhere in her heart.I don’t know what had started to me I think a lot about her and her beauty and voice. So I had decided to meet her wherever she lives and I planned to see her. I called her the next day and told her I am coming to her town for some work and asked her will see like to meet me. She told why not. Then I booked the train ticket and took long holiday from my work, searched the best hotel to stay there.I reached there. That’s why I want you to do it with me – you are older, you are experienced, I know how big you are and I know it will fit. I just want to remember my first time with a man – and I want it to be the best ever – not on some back seat of a car like half the girls I know and very few if any are happy about the way they lost their virginity. I want it to be perfect and I know it can be if you and I do it together – I have watched you so often I could make it like you wouldn’t know the difference. . I had also been caught, by mom, using her razor on my legs. I didn't even have hair, i just knew that when is seen mom do it, i liked what i had seen. So that's about it, and now my neighbor is motioning me to come through the hole in the wooden fence that led into his yard. I pointed and asked if Thurs was, in fact, what he wanted? He smiled and nodded his head up and down, kinda like I'd be doing in just a few more minutes. I headed through the broken fence, and i walked up to his widow..