"Not me," Kim answered."Not me either," Brenda also said."This should be a very interesting dance, two boys going together one ofwhich is living as a ...irl, and two girls, one of which is also a boyliving as a girl," I said to lighten the mood and question that might bein the minds of my friends."It will not bother me, not as long as I have Amy," Matt told us."Same with me," Paul piped in and gave Gina small hug.Lunch continued on and us girls talked about are dresses and what mighthappen after. Since I've been with him so long, is why I have the problem with my haunting fantasy. I've never known another man, and sometimes the need or maybe the want of knowing what it is like gets to me in ways that it probably shouldn't. I can't help it; the thought of it drives me to the brink of insanity.Anyway, one year after I met James, and lost James, another person came into my internet life. His name, Theron, I've written about him many times, and have written many stories with him. He is. " Who's yelling?" he replied."Kind of sounds like you are," I said."Oh," he said. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to be. Would be kind of hypocritical of me to yell. Things being the way they are and all. I'll tend to the taters while ya'll get cleaned up." What do you suppose he means by hypocritical?" I asked while I turned on the water in the sink to wet a wash-cloth."Elvis only knows," he replied. "I'm sure we will before long, too." You sound like you don't want to know."He gave me one of. “Mistress, do…do you truly love me?”She looked at me, a smile on her face, and nodded. “I realized when you were in DeCoven that my feelings for you were more than just for a slave, no matter how devoted. I care what happens to you, and I don’t think I could be happy if you were hurt or left me. I find that your happiness matters to me.“So, I thought about it, and came to the realization that, yes, I really did love you. Then I had to decide whether to tell you or not. After thinking about it.