”Mom: “Kasa saangnar tula k tujha baap majhi aag vijavu shakat navhata, mhanun evdhi varsha bhandana hot hoti, mhanun me tyaala sodhla. Kasa saang...tla asta tula majhi hawas chi aag mitvayla mi randi banaycha tharavla aahe.? Tu support kela asta mala ?”Me: ” Ho kela asta ki, asa baher jaaun lokan kade chudnya peksha, mich tula divas ratra zhavla asta. And ajun kona kadhun chudaycha hota tula tar gharich zhavayla dila asta tula mi. Asa baher jaaun risk ghenyaat no point na. Sagli security and. She massaged me until I was hard and then climbed on androde. I came quickly much to her satisfaction. "I can see why youdress like a sissy boy, because you sure can't use that thing like areal man. Well, I hate to let you go with out trying to let youexperience a little sex as a woman, so let's see what I can do to helpyou out."Before I knew what was going on, she had pulled a red bandana typehankie out of her pocket, tore it in two, and was tying my wrists tothe frame of the bed. When I. " I love you too."She walked out of the apartment and I was alone. I couldn't help feeling like fate had cheated me somewhat. Here I had this perfect girl but I just couldn't allow myself to be happy with her like any normal person would have. I just had to keep obsessing over the "what-ifs". Why couldn't I just give my heart to Asha 100% and never look back?Little did I know that, in twenty-four hours, never looking back would no longer be an option.* * *I spent all night thinking about Asha. This was where I found acceptance, this was where I grew up and found my niche. Outside, in a world who lusted after me, I found rejection. There I was a whore and a slut. Here, I was somebody, but for how long? Could I have given it all up for this man? Would he dump me when people started rejecting me in his world? “Be honest.” “I cannot choose.” “That’s not what I asked you.” “Yes,” I whispered, too afraid to look into his eyes to see his reaction. “I can’t hear you.” “Yes, I love fucking.